May 13: being real and true

 Loved the temple today. Going to be a teacher and it’s going to be great. And more importantly going to be my real and true self. I loved today. It’s very windy tonight. Ryan and I just went out to move the trampoline. It’s like a hurricane out there. Good to be in a nice warm and safe bed. 

Tomorrow is the day William gets his patriarchal blessing. I hope and pray he has a good Ms experience. And hope we can get some sleep. The wind is noisy. I love my boys. Good times with each today. James still in pain from the tonsils but Doug.  Ether. It’s Mother’s Day tomorrow too. 

Definitely time to sleep. 

Peter told me today I could do better at trusting in the Savior. He said it much more nicely than that. But he was right. If I believe. Which I do. I can smile and not be so worried. I just forget sometimes. That’s one way love casts out fear. Christ and His love. Thankful Peter reminded me.