March 15: Fear Not

 Even the Idea of March! I know there are so many things in the world to be frightened about, but today has been very sweet. Very good and filled with joy and fun and so many good things. Yesterday I felt so low. And today I feel like myself again and so grateful for my life. I am thankful for the Savior. For baptism and the gift of the Holy Ghost. And I am thankful for repentance. I need to ask forgiveness for the many ways I judge others. And for the ways I worry and am afraid instead of being faithful and trusting in the Lord. Perfect love replace the all dear. Tonight I went to a band concert for James and William and it was a happy night. They both did so well and their hands are doing awesome. They looked so handsome and grown up. I am so proud. I love them and I hope they have many more concerts to come. Peter and Ryan and I sat there together watching and I felt so thankful to be together as a family supporting our own. Tomorrow we go away for our anniversary. So many blessings these past 18 years. The happiest years.