November 17

 Back to my goals—-and being with my Keyes guys. I had many happy moments today. And moments of deep sadness. But my best moments came when I was either focusing on my goals for the year or just being with my boys and Ryan.  

And I felt especially happy when I was able to stop worrying about if I was doing things right, and just focus on loving my boys and Ryan and trying to make them laugh or smile. It was really fun, to just let loose a little bit. I don’t do that enough! I know there are definitely times to be serious, but it was fun to just have fun.