June 19: Father's Day!

 A full day, with lots of fabulous moments, and some tough ones too.  Most of all I just need to say how much I love Ryan, and how grateful I am for our sweet boys.  This family and the gospel mean the whole world to me.  And how grateful I am for Heavenly Father's plan of happiness.  He loves us even more than I love my kiddos.  Hard to imagine.  I need to trust more in Him, and commune more with Him.  I need His Spirit to guide me through my inner battles.  I need His help to know how to navigate relationships and callings, and so much more.  We ate good food today.  Ryan loved his gifts, and my dad turned 62 an enjoyed his birthday hike.  He loved his gifts too.  Good to see some family today.  Hard to hold true to boundaries and be my best self sometimes today.  And I found myself wishing I could run away to the coast a few times today--- or just get Covid, finally! Peter still seems quite sick, poor guy.  And tomorrow the Yorgason's come.  Trying not to feel a sense of impending doom.  Just trying to enjoy the days and the moments.  It will be really nice to visit with Melissa.  And if I have my own back, I can handle anything with Christ.  He loves me, and if I can tap into that and remember I am loveable and good enough with Christ--- I can do all things.  Love, not fear!!! The theme of my year!!!